More Waiting

A doctor’s waiting room in the middle of the day. Several white-haired patients reading outdated magazines, a couple of mothers with sniffy children and me, by the door, trying to keep as far away from everyone as possible. Problem number one is what to do with my hands. My feet are shuffling away under my […]

How and when

The dramatic moments make me think of it as an easy way out. My lonely and free hours make me think of it because what am I going to do with my life? When I have time to actually consider things properly and lay everything out in my mind then possibly I can keep going […]

Testing each other

“The psychiatrist I was seeing back then didn’t really do anything…” “Who was that?” “Just a psychiatrist. It doesn’t matter. She hates me.” “Why would she hate you?” “They all hate me… So how did I do on those tests?” I have a new psychologist, which sounds stupid after I wrote not long ago about […]