She cares so she loves me, which means I love her again. I don’t think we’re in love but we love each other very much. This is dangerous. I want to see her so she knows I love her too and to see how much she loves me but there are many others involved. I don’t think it’s enough just to know that she is there and that she cares about me. I want her to forget her world and to protect me from mine.
It was so much easier when I hated her.