People talk to me like I am a child or a senile old lady-
What have you been up to? How have things been? How are you feeling now? How is your [insert whatever hobby they can think of] going? It’s cold isn’t it? Have you been outside today? Have you seen soandso lately? What are you going to do today? What are you having for dinner? It’s a lovely day for a walk, isn’t it?
Oh not much.
Nothing, seriously nothing.Things have been okay, thanks. Things are shit, they’re always shit.I’m feeling okay, just taking things one day at a time. I am tired and depressed as fuck but I can’t tell you or anyone else that.Oh, it’s fine, I was working on that the other day. I haven’t done anything in months. No, I haven’t been outside yet, I might go to the shops later. I have no intention of leaving my apartment. No, I haven’t seen soandso in a while, I might contact them soon. I wont contact them. I don’t want to see them. I just want to be alone. I really don’t know what I will do today, I might just have a lazy day. Every day is a fucking lazy day for me.I think I have some chicken in my freezer. I will probably have that with some salad. If I can be bothered I will eat a few vegetables separately and call it a salad or else I might have Vegemite on a cracker. Why are you even asking me this?Yeah, it’s a lovely sunny day! I wouldn’t know, I barely even look out the window these days.