What I cannot feel in my waking life, I feel in my dreams.
Love, happiness, excitement, joy and even the purest fear and anger show up when I am asleep.
Usually I am swamped down with negative feelings and experiences playing over and over.
Last night I hugged a chubby penguin. I don’t really know what lead up to me hugging a penguin. Dreams are like that,
they constantly switch. Hugging that penguin was the happiest I have felt in such a long time.
I wish I could carry emotions from my dreams into real life.
I wish I could pick and choose.
I wish I could just feel things properly.