Does anyone else ever get repetitive and disturbing violent thoughts?
I don’t mean suicidal thoughts or imagery and I don’t really mean self-harm urges/thoughts, although these thoughts are always about myself.
I mean really bizarre sorts of images which pop up and won’t go away.
For me this means thoughts beyond “I want to jump in front of that train”, or “I
need to cut myself.”
I won’t describe my thoughts in detail, I’ll just say they’re persistent. I also want to make it clear that they’re not about other people, I don’t want to hurt anyone!
Being stuck here alone probably doesn’t help. I have too much time to think and my computer is still broken so I don’t have my usual distractions.