She brought it up and I couldn’t answer her properly.
My standard, “I don’t know” wasn’t enough.
I wasn’t being vague nor was I trying to sound secretive,
I genuinely had and have no concrete answer to
that particular question.
I have what I suspect to be true
but my mind wont let me access much more than that.
I wanted to talk about how clean her window was
and how it almost looked like there was no glass there at all.
I wanted to get up and touch the glass, just to check.
I wish I could have lied.